Hackers sucks..But i likeeee~.. :D~..Ngeeeeee!!

Long time didnt update anything here.. well,hackers i do welcome u to hack my acc Evon Vie Khan..y so interested wif my acc? huh.. Due to safety me oredi deactivated the old one n creating a new acc known as Evon Naz Leeya..

Having the new 1 acc making me like been REBORN..adding back old frens(Requesting friend who i know & accepting wellknown friends only).. Lots of advantges,where my new acc RESTRICTED,PRIVATE&CONFIDENTAL=STALKER GO TO HELL!! heheee..

So im welcoming myself and listed friend&family at "Evon Naz Leeya".. so its my pleasure to say "HELLO to GOODBYE" for "Evon Vie Khan"..

Adios~..cheers everyone!

Apple Hearts~.. :)~..

Girls are like apples on trees.The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree~..

"Simple things...that's what my heart beats for"

BAKIT PA-Jessa Zaragosa

Parang 'di ko yata kaya ',pag sa buhay ko'y wala ka,
Aanhin ang pag-ibig kung puso ay nag-iisa.
Sino'ng aking tatawagin, sino'ng aking hahanapin,
Sino ang magpupuno sa 'king paglalambing,

Bakit ka pa nakita, bakit pa nakilala,
Kung ang puso ko ay iiwan mo lang at sasaktan,
Kung siya'y higit sa akin,
Naro'n man ang pagdaramdam, ito ay aking kakayanin,

Kung siya'y higit sa akin,
Naro'n man ang pagdaramdam nito ay aking kakayanin,

Ito ay aking kakayanin ..

 I always listen to this song..i love the rhythm, the voice and the lyrics..1st tagalog song i sing eva becaming my fav~!!

Basically,Im aren' afraid to try again..im juz afraid of getting hurt for the same Reason~..

Life..life..lifee..yaa..life goes by..mau x mau hidup mesti diteruskan.. pahit ka manis ka must travel on it~.. itula namanya Dugaan~..
Depend on how the person handle tu juga.. mcm me i look strong but another side im so fragile~..huh..
Aku bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ada sekarang..Happy family?-yes i got it.. Careear?-ya i enjoy it.. Love?-Not so lucky on it..hurmmm..
Love?..i dont know much what love define..mcm aku if im in love with someone mmg org tu akan aku bahagiakan sepertimana kebahagiaan yang aku inginkan..how many n how much im getting hurt?..my answer is few.. rather than a lot~..yaiii!!.. Its been TWICE..ya twice..and it hurt damn much..
At 1st, couple for 6 years..ya so long..but didnt lasting..time ni la aku langsung teda kawan lelaki..not once.. dalam hp pun teda 1 pun nama lelaki,except my baba n lil bro~..time belajar pun dulu langsung aku x join group assignment if ada lelaki..y? sbb mau jaga hati dia..i know him much..he feel insecure when im joining wif other guys~..pi mana pun aku mesti dgn dia ja..if without him my phone wont stop ring..texting n calling all the time..see how much he care~..But y didnt Lasting?.. its so hard for me..muchhh hard n hurtttttt!! he Rest in peace~..know what i mean rite?..im suffering..lost.. :'(~..
Almost a few years juga la me didnt in love..until 1 time i meet this guy and give a try..at that time look ok.. till we getting engaged oredi,brang2 tunang pun sda beli..amazing feeling on that time..but suddenly..my baba telling me something that make me almost FAINTED!!!..goshhh..how dare him..how dare.. double hurt when his family didnt telling me the truth also,like all of them playing around me..i let him him go~..No used for me,lying to me and family such a shit attitude man..how much he explaining and begging i keep away from him..owhhhh how i wish to punch and spit on his face..

These two tragedy do really take my heart away~..

And then i try to despite all the stupid things,get to know other guy..so far it didnt work at all~.. im not so selective,juz looking for the best!!..and meet this guy like he do really adore me..at first im not so in to him.. but i try, didnt know when and how im in love..hurmm..ya in love~..but for this time look like i dont know how to express my feeling..im not like before..so many thing change in me..only 1 things dosent change.. That is my LOYALTY.. At 1st when he try to win my heart he owez be there with me,im replying his text or not he will keep on texting beside calling..Nampak kan usaha dia..until giving me keyakinan la,cuz im telling him that i didnt in to relationship if he not serious with it..and then he admit that he want a serious relationship.. he also planning to marry me..sepa yang x happy kan..but im so afraid it it dosent work later on.. After seeing usaha dia,planning dia and ask me to tell my family about his planning i go for dat relationship~..and now im still with him..but i didnt know why,when we oredi in relationship he look like sometimes OK sometime NOT..maybe me belum cukup kenal dia..dengan sifat semulajadi ppuan lagi yg bila da sayang if kita kol or texting no replying mula la curious..hurmmm..i hate this feeling~..i dont know till when we will be together,what i know is i love him and ill stay with my loyalty syg~..heheee.. sometimes i feel insecure..

So thats what i mean..

"Basically,im aren't afraid to try again..im juz afraid of getting hurt for the same reason~"..

All i can do now is do the best..if itu la jodoh syukur alhamdullilah..im tired being  like this.. Memang theres a few guy flirting..but me jenis if aku yang suka i will go for it,but if  not i will reject!!..But ini la masalah bila terlalu ikut kemahuan hati sendiri..Risiko untuk hati tu terluka sangat la ada..ya a few friends give advice to me "Bagus lagi couple dengan org yang lebih mencintai ko berbanding ko yang mencintai"..ya i know what does it really mean..but naturally this is what i am.. x semua yang kita inginkan kita akan dapat.. motivate my self by saying "The Best always come in the last chapter of our life"..

All i wanted is Love me like i love u baby~..-I Heart You-

New Me~..

1st time pakai Ray Ban glasess ni~..Suite or not ha? :p~...hahaa..

A years from Now~..

What will I be years from now
What will I wear, how will I look
I think too much, I think too much

Sometimes it’s scary over thinking
What you have or haven’t done
You think too much, you think too much

Will the rain smell the same
Will our loosing treacherous game
And the star much shine
The colours seem so blurry

Will I end up all alone
Without a shoulder to cry on

What will I be years from now
I have answered them but none have answered me
And when my time has come
I hope my last seconds in this life will have you
Will have you

Will the rain smell the same
Will our loosing treacherous game
And neglect most people who
Seems so worthy

What will I be years from now
I have answered them but none have answered me
And when my time has come
I hope my last seconds in this life will have you
Will have you

Will the rain smell the same
Will our loosing treacherous game
And the star much shine
The colours seem so blurry

Will I end up all alone
Without a shoulder to cry on

What will I be years from now
I have answered them but none have answered me
And when my time has come
I hope my last seconds in this life will have you
Will have you

What will I be years from now

i have answeres them but none have answered me

And when my time has come

I hope my lastsecond in this life will have you

Will have you

Will the rain smell the same
Will our loosing treacherous game

And neglect most people who

Seems so worthy

|What Will I Be In A Years?--->W.I.S.H.I.N.G A.G.O.O.D L.I.F.E<---|

Children Book From Germany-Sex Education 18SX-

Vie dapat ni from a fren yang foward to my email..interesting..How can it apply to Malaysian Kids?.. weeeww for sure it will be a sensitive issue then~..