Wali Band ~ Ya Allah FULL SONG WITH LYRICS

:::BUKAN KESERONOKAN YANG KU CARI DI DUNIA SEMENTARA INI TETAPI KETENANGAN DI DUNIA MU YANG KEKAL YA ALLAH S.W.T..:::

:::..How Do I Help?..:::

Q&A

Q:So, he f**ked you?

A: No, he RAPED me!  He did not f**k me, he did not have sex with me, he did not make love to me, he did not screw me. He F**king RAPED me!!!!

Q:Did you like it? 

A:No, I did not like it. Contrary to popular belief, people do not like having sex against their will.  I am sorry to be the one to break it to the porn industry, but I did not suddenly start enjoying the sex being forced on me in the middle of my rape.  I didn’t start thinking, “This isn’t so bad.”  It was horrible from start to finish, so please do not ask me why I didn’t just relax and enjoy it. That was impossible.

Q:It could have been worse..

A: Yes, It could have been. That doesn’t mean that what I went through wasn’t horrible though.  Please, don’t belittle my pain.

I would have fought tooth and nail if he had tried that with me. So because I did not rip his face off with my bare hands, I some how deserved what happened to me?

Q:You gave him permission by letting him come in the bedroom with you?

A:He was my friend and we were watching TV. We had sat in bed watching TV numerous times. That did NOT give him permission to what he did and then lie to all our friends about what had happened. I trusted him.  He betrayed my trust.  I did not ask to be hurt. That was his choice, not mine.

Q:Do you think he deserved jail time for that? What are you implying? That the harm he did to me isn’t worth damaging his reputation?

A:I doubt he remembers it. Thanks. I needed to be reminded how little I meant to the man who I can never forget.

Q:Did you tell him to stop? Did you struggle? Why do you even need to ask me that?

A:Yes, I did – but I just don’t understand why that is important.  What if I said I was too shocked to say anything, to do anything?  Did I deserve to be raped then?

Q:Just snap out of it. .

A:You don’t think I want to?  You think I like feeling sad and depressed?  I can’t just “snap out of it.” If I could, I would..

Q:I want the real you back. 

A:Well, guess what – this is the real me.  Love me for who I am.

Q:That sucks, him stealing your virginity like that. 

A:Yes, it does suck – but he did NOT take my virginity.  He raped me as a virgin, yes – but, he did not take my steal my virginity.

Q:You are just so remarkable, so pure and kind. Maybe that is why this happened to you. He just couldn’t resist being a part of all of that. Huh?

A:So to be a part of purity and kindness, he did something impure and cruel to me?  I know you are trying to make me feel better by complimenting me, but I’d don’t want to be so great that everyone wants to carve chunks out of me to call their own..

Q:I can’t take a side, you are both my friends. 

A:Don’t you see that you are already taking his side when you say that?

Q:Just think of it as sex then you don’t have to torture yourself about it.. 

A:Like it is that easy. I didn’t realize I could just decide it wasn’t rape, it was just sex. Wow, that was easy! Why didn’t I think of that a long time ago?  All I had to do was change the word from rape to sex in my mind and all the hurt and pain just melted away..

Q:He is my friend. He wouldn’t lie to me about that. .

A:And what am I? I thought I was your friend? Why would I lie about it?

Q:I just want you to get past this. .

A:Yeah, well so do I. Thanks for making me feel like I am defective because I am not getting over it soon enough for you...

By:How Do I Help?

-A Hope..Replying Shit- (Women Abuse~..)

--- W.O.M.E.N A.B.U.S.E---
The pains not in between my legs anymore
It’s when I close my eyes when I’m alone in my room

Crying..
And I can’t tell anyone why..
It’s the little girl or boy I
Almost..
Bore to a man who knew not my name

Do you think I’ll go to hell for this??
Do I really want to go to a
Heaven..
Ruled by a God who lets little girls
Bleed because of older boys

He kissed me..
Salty kisses of hatred,
In places that should have been
Sacred..

Tore my clothes off,
My soul being undressed..
My shouts meaning nothing..
Enticing him with every breath,

I scrubbed for 2 hours!!
Later that day in a bath..
My mom knocking and knocking on the door..
Not noticing..
I had lost my world..

By: The Honour Victim

::My Baba..Gift Of My Life:::

Ketika berjauhan,

Masihku rasa hangat kasihmu ayah..

Betapaku rindukan redup wajahmu

Hadir menemaniku..

Terbayang ketenangan

Yang selalu kau pamerkan

Bagaikan tiada keresahan..

Walau hatimu sering terluka,

Tika diriku terlanjur kata

Tak pernah sekali kau tinggalkan

Diriku sendirian..

Ketika ku dalam kedukaan,

Kau mendakap penuh pengertian..

Di saat diriku kehampaan,

Kau setia mengajarku

Erti kekuatan..

Terpancar kebanggaan,

Dalam senyummu..

Melihatku berjaya

Bilaku kegagalan

Tak kau biarkan

Aku terus kecewa..

Dengan kata azimat

Engkau nyalakan semangat

Restu dan doa kau iringkan..

Terbayang ketenangan

Yang selalu kau pamerkan

Bagaikan tiada keresahan..

*Tak  dapatku  bayangkan 

Hidupku ayah 

Tanpa engkau di sisi

Semua 

kasih sayang 

Yang kau curahkan

Tersemat di hati..*

Suatu Penerbangan..

Dari alam ini(dunia) iannya
ibarat penerbangan ke sebuah negara lain iaitu KUBUR & AKHIRAT

Dimana Maklumat tentangnya,
Tidak terdapat dalam sebarang Brosur Penerbangan,
Tetapi..melalui, AL QURAN & AL HADITH

Dimana bekalan kita bukan lagi,
Beg seberat 23 kg,tetapi..
Amalan yang tiada caj lebihan berat ianya atas KESUDIAN PENCIPTA KITA

Dimana bajunya bukan Pierre Cardin,
Dunhill @ setaraf dengannya,tetapi.. KAIN PUTIH COTTON

Dimana pewanginya,
Bukan Channel atau Polo,tetapi.. AIR MAWAR & CENDANA

Dimana visa kita bukan lagi
Sekadar 6 bulan,tetapi.. `LAILAHAILLALLAH`

Dimana layanan didalamnya,
bukan lagi kelas Business @ Ekonomi,
Tetapi sekadar, KAIN YANG DIWANGIKAN

Dimana destinasi mendarat,
Bukannya KLIA,Heatrow Aiport @ LCCT,
Tetapi.. TANAH PERKUBURAN

Dimana ruang menunggunya,
Bukan lagi bilik air-cond&Red carpet,
Tetapi.. BILIK 6 KAKI DALAM GELAP GELITA

Dimana pegawai imigresen,
Bukanlah pihak kastam,tetapi..
Adalah  MUNKAR&NAKIR!!
Mereka hanya memeriksa samada kita layak ke destinasi,
Bukan di disneyland,Paris@london tetapi..
samada.. SYURGA @ NERAKA!!

Dimana tidak perlu pegawai kastam & Alat pengesan,
Dimana lapangan terbang transit adalah.. AL-BARZAKH,
Dimana destinasi terakhir samada syurga yang mengalir sungai dibawahnya @
Neraka Jahanam..

Penerbangan ini tiada dinyatakan nilainya.. IANYA PERCUMA!!,
Jadi simpanan anda tidak akan dihabiskan..

Penerbangan ini tidak akan dirampas,
Oleh itu tidak perlu bimbang, Sebarang sajian tidak akan disediakan,
Oleh itu tidak perlu risaukan masalah alergi,
atau halal-haram makanan..

Jangan risaukan `delay`,
Penerbangan ini sentiasa tepat waktunya, ia Berangkat & Tiba Tepat Pada Masanya..

Jangan fikirkan tentang hiburan dalam penerbangan,
Anda telah hilang selera  BERSUKA-RIA..

Jangan bimbang tentang tempahan.. Ianya telah siap ditempah sejak
anda disenyawakan di dalam rahim ibu anda lagi..

YA!!!!! BERITA BAIK...!!!!

Jangan bimbangkan siapa yang duduk disebelah anda,
Anda adalah satu-satunya penumpang
penerbangan ini, Oleh itu bergembiralah selagi Boleh!!
Dan sekiranya Boleh!!
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Penerbangan ini datang tanpa Amaran,
Cuma perlu ingat!!!
Nama anda telah ditempah
untuk penerbangan ini..

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SUDAHKAH ANDA BERSEDIA UNTUK PENERBANGAN INI???