Growing Up With Sesame Street!!

Ingat lagi dengan Tv Show?Pada yang lahir on 80's mesti sampai sekarang pun ingat!! Ya my favroite Tv Show time kecik-kecik dulu until now..hehehe..Disinilah aku belajar ABC,and Counting 123.. Setiap pagi dulu memang sesame street ni la yang wajib ditonton..Sambil belajar-belajar,Menari-nari n ketawa-ketawa tengok every character dalam sesame street nie.. :)~..

Ni some of my favroite character dalam sesame street~..
Elmo-Puppet merah yang sangat-sangat menjadi kegemaraan!! setakat ni ada beberapa patung elmo yang jadi koleksi,dari yang baby elmo,fishing elmo,big elmo,key chain elmo,elmo shirt n yang paling best patung elmo v yang boleh bergerak-gerak..insert bateri ja on/off automatik elmo ni ketawa terbahak-bahak smp buli berguling-guing,siap hentak2 kaki lagi ketawa..terhibur aku sendiri!!hahahaa..family pun really enjoy bila v dah start main patung elmo nie..hehehe..
Oscar The Grouch-Ha ni lagi 1 makhluk yang suka Trash Can..Like it owez say "I Love Trash Can".. banyak-banyak karakter dia la bagi aku yang paling pelik..hijau-hijau,kiut-kiut..lepak dalam tong sampah~..pandai marah kalau kena ketuk trash cannya,bestprennya c wormy~..ulat yang kecik2 tu..selalu ceta-ceta ma dia! Teringat pla dulu time kecik-kecik siap tanya my mum lagi "Ma,c oscar tinggal di tong sampah mana?.."My Mum "Dia jauh tu,sana tempat orang putih..disini manada..".. tahan juga la my mum jawab persoalan aku yang banyak.."Kenapa dia tinggal dalam tong sampah?,kenapa teda disini?mana mama,bapa,adik beradik c oscar?,oscar memang tinggal dalam tong sampah ka mama?"..last yang aku ingat "Ma,nanti kalau kita jumpa c oscar kita bawa dia tinggal dirumah r,kesian dia tinggal dalam tong sampah.."ehehhehee..sifat ingin tahu yang tinggi tu..huhuu~..
Von The Count-Dracula ni la yang banyak mengajar kami adik beradik mengira..1,2 ahh..ahh.ahh..3,4 ahh..ahh..ahh..belajar mengira sambil ketawa2,selingan petir sambung menyambung..hahaaa~.. enjoying counting while Laughing Out Loud!! 
Bert&Ernie:Durang ni roomate or goodfren..my mum n dad cakap Bert-Bb(my sist),Ernie-Evon(Me).. sebabnya c Bert warna kuning-kuning then putih la kono yang c ernie ni gelap-gelap so ngam ngan aku..aisehh~..beruluk-uluk la selalu ngan my sist cuz aku panggil c bert ni jagung!!..kepala dia mcm jagung bah..ahahahaa~..

Actually ada lagi 1 karakter favroite c Cookie Monster yang warna biru-biru tu dengan mulut yang besarrrr punyeeee!!..gara-gara dia la kami adik beradik menghabiskan biskut-biskut dirumah..hehehe..then parents pun rajin juga beli cookies..chipsmore tu la jadi pabret smp skrg..hehhee..

Ni some of Sesame Street Family~..1 Day nanti if aku dah ada keluarga sendiri memang aku bagi tengok my kids..Boleh belajar macam me juga dulu..hehe..Sistem pembelajaran yang sangat mudah,berfaedah and enjoy!!.. :)~..Yang penting langsung teda unsur ganas-ganas,seram..Sesuai Untuk Tontonan Semua... My wish dari kecik-kecik dulu "Wanna Be in Sesame street Land-Dats My DREAM LAND!!.."hehehee..

Nway Thanx 4 viewing..Lets Flashback Growing Up Wif Sesame Street!!.. :)~..Cheers!!

29DIS2010-09JAN2011 (KL-KK,KK-KL)=The Vacation=Part 1

Lama da x update my blog..so now ada masa its time to sharing story on my blog!! =)~.. 
Date di atas tu date aku bercuti,bebas dari tekanan berkerja..Cuti Rehat+Cuti Ganti..heheee..bercuti p mana lagi if bukan balik kampung..Sabah Tanah Airku,Negeri Kita Yang Tercinta..weeeeww!! So thanx to Malaysian Airline for The Superbbb Servic & Oso to AirAsia la yang a bit so so la Service dia..hehe~..
Kali ni terasa hepi sgt2 utk balik..penangan dia sehari lagi maw balik x boleh tido da r~..Baju jgn cakap la seminggu lg flight back to kk siap packing da..hehe..betapa excitednya!! =)~.. Apa tidak cuz Me,My BFF & Family sudah plan mcm2,terharu juga la cuz all of them mcm x sabar2 tunggu aku smp..

31.12.2010

Malam ni family buat Birthday Party & New year Event 2011!!..

Celebrate birthday untuk 3org,(2 of my hero and my younger sister) with beautiful decorative and yummy cake ha!!

Walaupun buat kecil2an hanya panggil family terdekat ja tp mmg sangat meriah..sbb banyak makanan,hehehe..selain dapat berkumpul dengan family and kazen mazen tersayang~..

Selesai event bersama family,celebrate new year pula dengan kawan~..ha,ni kali la sebab x maw sangkut jammed di kk,mana mau bersesak lagi kami p tempat yang berdekatan ja..New Year 2011 Stay-Stay Mamak r~..hahahaa..Layan Bunga Api & Iphone Game..Maybe its Not Late To Wish Happy New Year Everyone~..Cheers.. =)~..

01.01.2011

Wow~..if teringat tarikh ni,huh~..memang full of activities..

Ernawaty bt Sumarto rasmi menjadi tunangan Mohd Fadhli Darto..Congrats dear babe,hopefully selamat sehingga ke jinjang pelamin~..Walaupun aku terlewat sikit sampai tapi sempat juga aku jadi paparazi..hehee~..Thanx dengan layanan family mu er yang sangat2 baik dengan aku..teringat pula cakap mama bila mama peluk aku "Tinggal ini sjala anak aku,bikin ganti erna".. :')~..saat pelukan bersama my good frenz ni a.k.a my twins pun xkan dilupakan,bersama dengan linangan airmata kebahagiaan dan tanda syukur. Sedikit terflash back kisah lalu, barang2 hantaran yang sudah siap prepare untuk majlis aku dulu..Thanx dengan kata-kata semangat tu er,walaupun dulu aku hampir sebahagia ko skrg,tp..hurm~..Aku terima segala ketentuannya,kita hanya mampu merancang,tp hanya yg maha berkuasa berhak  menentukan.. :')~..terima kasih yang tidak terhingga er,kerna ko seiring bersama langkahku,jatuh,bangun,tersungkur..sehingga kini!!

Next Station,Attending Sara Teoh&Grey wedding day~..Both Of Them kawan sekolah SJS dulu~..woww..buli tahan cinta zaman sekolah berakhir dengan perkahwinan adalah sesuatu yang sangat2 manis!! :)~..Congrats Sarah&Grey..

May Happily Eva After..

After tu BFF yg lain direk attend anak  kawan punya Majlis cukur jambul..aku have to go back home time to and wait dorang datang ambik dirumah untuk ke event yang seterusnya..

Next Station lg..Karok Time wif My Dearest BFF!! boleh dikatakan Bachelor Party..hehehe~..mmg best saat menghabiskan masa bersama kawan-kawan tersayang,macam2 lawak..sharing ceta yang sudah sekian lama untuk dishare.. :)~..

Sudah Kenyang Karok,ni kali sesi mengenyangkan perut di Windbell,Tg.Aru kk..memang terbaik la makanan dia,price pun suitable dengan kelazatan makanan dan servic yang Ok!!

Ending untuk event hari tu..fuhh almost 4-5 event in 1 day~..sangat-sangat memenatkan tapi enjoy x terkata~.. :)~.. akan kembali lagi ke Windbell,Tg.Aru..thanx to Bb cuz introduce tempat ni..

Next..To Be Continue..Part 2 is coming~.. =)~..

The Virgin - Cinta Terlarang ( Original )

Kau kan slalu tersimpan di Hatiku..
Meski ragamu tak dapat ku miliki..
Jiwaku kan slalu bersamamu..
Meski kau tercipta bukan untukku..

Tuhan berikan aku hidup satu kali lagi..
Hanya untuk bersamanya..
Ku mencintainya sungguh mencintainya..

Rasa ini sungguh tak wajar..
Namun ku ingin tetap bersama dia..
Untuk selamanya..

Mengapa cinta ini terlarang..
Saat ku yakini kaulah milikku..
Mengapa cinta kita tak bisa bersatu..
Saat ku yakin tak ada cinta selain dirimu..

Wali Band ~ Ya Allah FULL SONG WITH LYRICS

:::BUKAN KESERONOKAN YANG KU CARI DI DUNIA SEMENTARA INI TETAPI KETENANGAN DI DUNIA MU YANG KEKAL YA ALLAH S.W.T..:::

:::..How Do I Help?..:::

Q&A

Q:So, he f**ked you?

A: No, he RAPED me!  He did not f**k me, he did not have sex with me, he did not make love to me, he did not screw me. He F**king RAPED me!!!!

Q:Did you like it? 

A:No, I did not like it. Contrary to popular belief, people do not like having sex against their will.  I am sorry to be the one to break it to the porn industry, but I did not suddenly start enjoying the sex being forced on me in the middle of my rape.  I didn’t start thinking, “This isn’t so bad.”  It was horrible from start to finish, so please do not ask me why I didn’t just relax and enjoy it. That was impossible.

Q:It could have been worse..

A: Yes, It could have been. That doesn’t mean that what I went through wasn’t horrible though.  Please, don’t belittle my pain.

I would have fought tooth and nail if he had tried that with me. So because I did not rip his face off with my bare hands, I some how deserved what happened to me?

Q:You gave him permission by letting him come in the bedroom with you?

A:He was my friend and we were watching TV. We had sat in bed watching TV numerous times. That did NOT give him permission to what he did and then lie to all our friends about what had happened. I trusted him.  He betrayed my trust.  I did not ask to be hurt. That was his choice, not mine.

Q:Do you think he deserved jail time for that? What are you implying? That the harm he did to me isn’t worth damaging his reputation?

A:I doubt he remembers it. Thanks. I needed to be reminded how little I meant to the man who I can never forget.

Q:Did you tell him to stop? Did you struggle? Why do you even need to ask me that?

A:Yes, I did – but I just don’t understand why that is important.  What if I said I was too shocked to say anything, to do anything?  Did I deserve to be raped then?

Q:Just snap out of it. .

A:You don’t think I want to?  You think I like feeling sad and depressed?  I can’t just “snap out of it.” If I could, I would..

Q:I want the real you back. 

A:Well, guess what – this is the real me.  Love me for who I am.

Q:That sucks, him stealing your virginity like that. 

A:Yes, it does suck – but he did NOT take my virginity.  He raped me as a virgin, yes – but, he did not take my steal my virginity.

Q:You are just so remarkable, so pure and kind. Maybe that is why this happened to you. He just couldn’t resist being a part of all of that. Huh?

A:So to be a part of purity and kindness, he did something impure and cruel to me?  I know you are trying to make me feel better by complimenting me, but I’d don’t want to be so great that everyone wants to carve chunks out of me to call their own..

Q:I can’t take a side, you are both my friends. 

A:Don’t you see that you are already taking his side when you say that?

Q:Just think of it as sex then you don’t have to torture yourself about it.. 

A:Like it is that easy. I didn’t realize I could just decide it wasn’t rape, it was just sex. Wow, that was easy! Why didn’t I think of that a long time ago?  All I had to do was change the word from rape to sex in my mind and all the hurt and pain just melted away..

Q:He is my friend. He wouldn’t lie to me about that. .

A:And what am I? I thought I was your friend? Why would I lie about it?

Q:I just want you to get past this. .

A:Yeah, well so do I. Thanks for making me feel like I am defective because I am not getting over it soon enough for you...

By:How Do I Help?

-A Hope..Replying Shit- (Women Abuse~..)

--- W.O.M.E.N A.B.U.S.E---
The pains not in between my legs anymore
It’s when I close my eyes when I’m alone in my room

Crying..
And I can’t tell anyone why..
It’s the little girl or boy I
Almost..
Bore to a man who knew not my name

Do you think I’ll go to hell for this??
Do I really want to go to a
Heaven..
Ruled by a God who lets little girls
Bleed because of older boys

He kissed me..
Salty kisses of hatred,
In places that should have been
Sacred..

Tore my clothes off,
My soul being undressed..
My shouts meaning nothing..
Enticing him with every breath,

I scrubbed for 2 hours!!
Later that day in a bath..
My mom knocking and knocking on the door..
Not noticing..
I had lost my world..

By: The Honour Victim

::My Baba..Gift Of My Life:::

Ketika berjauhan,

Masihku rasa hangat kasihmu ayah..

Betapaku rindukan redup wajahmu

Hadir menemaniku..

Terbayang ketenangan

Yang selalu kau pamerkan

Bagaikan tiada keresahan..

Walau hatimu sering terluka,

Tika diriku terlanjur kata

Tak pernah sekali kau tinggalkan

Diriku sendirian..

Ketika ku dalam kedukaan,

Kau mendakap penuh pengertian..

Di saat diriku kehampaan,

Kau setia mengajarku

Erti kekuatan..

Terpancar kebanggaan,

Dalam senyummu..

Melihatku berjaya

Bilaku kegagalan

Tak kau biarkan

Aku terus kecewa..

Dengan kata azimat

Engkau nyalakan semangat

Restu dan doa kau iringkan..

Terbayang ketenangan

Yang selalu kau pamerkan

Bagaikan tiada keresahan..

*Tak  dapatku  bayangkan 

Hidupku ayah 

Tanpa engkau di sisi

Semua 

kasih sayang 

Yang kau curahkan

Tersemat di hati..*